Friday, April 22, 2011

Show Me What Betrayal is?


Why cant people be loyal and keep their promises?
When you cry,
a "friend" callously brushes it aside and yet expects you to sympathize when things aren't going right with them.
You call them, they won't answer, yet they expect to you to pick up
the phone on the first ring.
Where are they when you need help, they are doing their own thing
Until it’s time to call you to their side.
Still, through it all you have remained their friend. When will it end?
Hands stretched out expecting, always with a friendly, cajoling smile
on their face.
Yet, when you look at them, there is no trace of the deceit inside,
and the uncaring attitude they hide.
They swear they are your friend and somehow make you believe it.
But reality has set in.
The facade they erected, the smiling eyes, the caring words,
is just a farce!
You have always been there for them, but where were they
in your darkest hour?
The little sacrifices, the words of encouragement you give, are
Overlooked , when it’s all about them…………
Gifts that were given, long forgotten, like dust brushed under a rug.
Hurt and anger builds up.
What else would you expect . A change for the better,
is that too much to ask?
But now you are faced with an insurmountable task of living your life with
one less friend. Hopefully!

Friday, April 15, 2011

Dear Blog!



                    It has been a while since i was last here. I have been extremely busy and so i will hope and expect you to forgive me. I have noticed that i only get to write to you when i am extremely happy or extremely sad. This amount to using you but i wanted to let you know that this is the best place for me to be in the world and i love you so much because you are the only one i can share with my innermost thoughts. P.S I LOVE YOU.

                   

Saturday, March 26, 2011

JULIE GUNN

I am a big believer when it comes to naturing whatever form of relationships. It is by chance we met but by choce we became friends. your smile lightens me and it makes me smile too and  then I realise that friendship is the only cement that will ever hold the world together. Some people come into our lives and fade quickly through the thin air, some move our souls with the rythyms that fill the world, they aweken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom and intelligence, some make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon,they stay in our lives for a while, leave footprints in our lives and we are never  the same again! This is the part i feel you brought with you into my life. I am glad to have known you, to have met you in this lifetime. I view friendship as a sweet responsibility and not opportunity.


No matter where we met,I call you a friend. A world so small yet so large in feeling,a world filled with emotions. Its true when i say that great things come in small packages and once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed.


Friendships forged are a construct stronger than steel built as a foundation. It is necessary for life and just like that circle, our friendship has no begining and i hope it will not have an end too.


I am glad you are my friend.
Your smile makes me smile 
Your pain makes me cry!!


                                                                                                                                           With love

                                                                                                                                             Mildred.

A REAL FRIEND

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself 
(and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 
Coke/Pepsi drawer with his foot!)

A simple friend has never seen you cry. 
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. 
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. 
A real friend comes early to help you cook 
and stays late to help you clean. 

A simple friend hates it when you call 
after they've gone to bed. 
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. 

A simple friend seeks to talk with you 
about your problems. 
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. 
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over 
when you have an argument. 
A real friend calls you after you had a fight. 

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them. 
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

gold flower

Sunday, February 27, 2011

The real me

During the day with my friends

I act like nothing is wrong

like i am the happiest girl in the world

nothing can break me

always positive

listening to my friends problems

comfort them if I need to

then at night all alone

thats when the true me comes out

thats when I cry

thats when I need a friend

but I can't really blame them

since they just dont know that side of me

Alluta Continua!!!


So far away from that place and those people

yet somehow they still are in my life

i went away so that i wouldnt have to deal with it

but i guess running away doesnt help

so when i come back

I am going to be strong

I will face my demons

and I wont back down